when rain acts as tears

I'm not sad today.just letting you know.
Just a doodle.
It was the first thing i could think of as a doodle. as my friend wanted me to doodle. I don't know why this was the first thing to come to mind, i mean i'm very in the middle today.
in all, i was picked on all the time in high school and i never really did show my feelings until i got home and i was in my room alone at night- was always the temp as it was outside, so it did feel as if i was outside. so in the end it was right to just doodle this.
please remember was the first thing i could think of, so don't feel sorry for me.